Today it's finally sinking in, that this is our last day. I've been up since 8 frantically ripping CDs (need sources of intellectual enrichment XD XD).

Everyone just realised that no one's packed any shoes yet, and the house rumbled with this collective groan of yet another suitcase. XD

The last few days have been an alternation of sitting on suitcases, and zipping them shut. Last night, we had some peoples over to dinner, which was when it finally began to dawn on me that we were really leaving. I can't uncouple the thought of leaving from thoughts of my mummy. We've been in a haze of anti-panic for the last couple of weeks, but it's finally finally descending into all-out chaos, panic and irritability. Potent stuff. XD

One last visit to the liberry (I still have books to return XD XD). I have a list of errands scrawled over my hand so I won't forget them.